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The Wanted - Chasing The Sun (Hardwell Remix)

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 08:34:55 -0400

The Wanted - Chasing The Sun (Hardwell Remix)

Darren Styles - Cuttin’ Deep (VIP Mix)

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 08:33:56 -0400

Darren Styles - Cuttin’ Deep (VIP Mix)

Seriously death its seeming pretty sweet right now

Thu, 14 Mar 2013 23:38:43 -0400

Seriously death its seeming pretty sweet right now

Regret

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 01:26:00 -0400

i think the hardest thing in life is facing someone you have wronged. i have been used abused and beaten. and its funny how they think they can just win their way back into my life. its just funny. i few months ago i was living with a friend who tried to kill me. he went to bash my head in with a bat. caught my arm instead. which hurt like a bitch. fuck if i didnt pick my arm up the blow to the top of the head would have done me in. it looked like there was a soft-ball under my skin. the best part is he contacts me like a week ago saying he misses me. now prior to this we were best friends fuck we were family. and he has the nerve to ask me to forgive and forget. saying he had too much stress. fuck i was broke and homeless and starving. glad having a roof over your head a girl and an apartment stocked with food is stress. ha just a funny time in my life.

how i wish

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 15:46:01 -0500

When you’re not here I always wish
You just be right here on my side
But you’re away I can’t reach you
So I always feeling blue

When you’re not here I always wish
You just be right here on my side
But you’re away I can’t reach you
So I always feeling blue

How I wish I could fly
Up to where you belong
How I wish I can keep
You right here

How I wish I could fly
Up to where you belong
How I wish I can keep
You right here

A Dream of a Memory That Never Happened in Wildwood NJ

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 16:41:32 -0500

I dreamed of the red tents again. To the left of the boardwalk. All lit up with torches and candles. So majestic.
We started at the top of the hotel. From being at the beach so long i missed the new smell of the salt. I left the hotel and met up with her. We were at the dump and she was explaining to me how she wanted this Ford convertible. I explained as much as i wanted to fix it for her i didn’t know how. We decided to take a walk. To the left of the boardwalk. Where the broken dock was. The dock came off the sand bank and was an instant drop to the water. We discussed what we wanted in life. I can’t forget the dock. Only like 8 planks. Then it was a sudden drop to like 6 feet of water. Out was like the sand was carved out from there and never returned. There was no waves. There never is at this dock. Moon light came and we went out on the pier. As the waves pass by us we look up at the stars. I told her i want to show her something. We hop into the car go to the right of the boardwalk to the most stunning thing she ever saw. Her eyes got real large and flames glistened in her eyes. What she never saw was a simple shop so stunning. The giant red tent. With torches on all the poles. A huge red tent. Tables and tables with stuff. Candles decorated the place. As you walk through the fiery shop, even to buy nothing you are amazed. I ask her to come back with me tonight and tomorrow we well go to the giant slide. After wake i see her sitting on the window sill. Starting at the beach which the July sun makes it look even more amazing. We head out. We drive to the slid to the north west of the boardwalk. Probably 1 mile north and 2 miles west of the last pier. We park. We go into the elevator to the top of the great slide. I grab her by the hand and pull her into the service room. I press her against the door and look into her eyes. We feel a rumble. There is water coming in from under the door. She panics and grabs the nob. I push her away and lay next to the door to block the water. I explained if water is this high and hadn’t destroyed the door by now we just wait cause its going to be bad. I tell her to get on her bathing suit and just leave her cloths. By this point i stopped trying to block the water. Ours about waist high. There is stuff all around from the lockers. I grab come flippers for both of us and tire two hair straighteners cords together. We move. I open the door and we go out to the slide. Nothing but water. We wait. We watch the water slowly return to the sea. Its still flooded but its manageable. We go down the service stairs and we are greeted by a guy about to die. He was pounded against a wall by the wave. We start top head north. She is gripping my hand so tight, not saying a word. All i see is a plain scared look in her eyes. Around us no one survived. She is on shock. Ours like I’m dragging a dead body. How i miss that child like look of her when she saw the tent. How i miss yesterday so much.

Skype - Get to know your friends better

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 12:41:33 -0500

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xenic-dolls: Got my hair cut :) Hello tumblr friend

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 11:13:30 -0500

xenic-dolls:

Got my hair cut :)

Hello tumblr friend

Nightcore - How Do You Do

Wed, 06 Feb 2013 23:15:19 -0500

Nightcore - How Do You Do

TIME FOR SOME NIGHTCORE!!!! NIghtcore - Where is the Love

Wed, 06 Feb 2013 23:12:36 -0500

TIME FOR SOME NIGHTCORE!!!!

NIghtcore - Where is the Love

wiz kalifa - roll up great song for me

Wed, 06 Feb 2013 15:40:15 -0500

wiz kalifa - roll up great song for me

Photo

Wed, 06 Feb 2013 15:13:59 -0500

forever dreaming

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 22:21:00 -0500

Some Unknowns About me

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 22:12:39 -0500

some odd things about me that no one would ever know.

after i put shampoo in my hair i rinse my hands then use them again to get the shampoo out.

i wear a hat to bed

i still like chocolate milk

im a secret genius

i suck at spelling

i cant read script any more

i act faster then i think

nothing in my life is ever planned out

i have a monster tattoo on my neck but i liek redbull more

i have no friends.

READ FIRST LOTS OF MUSIC

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 22:09:03 -0500

I want to remind everyone make sure you check my tumblr cause i have links that just show my pictures and just my music.

the ultimate love / devotions song

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 22:08:01 -0500

the ultimate love / devotions song

Hellogoodbye - Here (In Your Arms)

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 22:06:33 -0500

Hellogoodbye - Here (In Your Arms)

Hellogoodbye - Oh, It Is Love for old times sake

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 22:05:10 -0500

Hellogoodbye - Oh, It Is Love

for old times sake

my pro tools studio

Mon, 14 Jan 2013 23:19:15 -0500

my pro tools studio

old picture from 2008

Mon, 14 Jan 2013 23:08:00 -0500

old picture from 2008