June 2011
50 posts
Miss me
working hard now so wont be able to post as much. ill fill you all in later when i feel like typeing.
ya miss me?
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Paper Heart
i have a heart made of paper. its easy to tear and hard to fix. its my heart and i love it. so please stop chasing me with scissors…
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How To Find Me
well i wont tell any one where i live but i will give hints on how to find me if you live close by. and if you are close then you know that message button work so does my tumblrphone. any ways im close to
Binghamton NY
Vestal NY
Endicott NY
Johnsoncity NY
Endwell NY
Owego NY
yo if your around here get at me cause im always down to do something
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synesthesia
I have taken it one step further.
you know when you get a chill throughout your body. i can listen to this certain song. i have to be in a certain mindset. in other words using spice. and then i turn off the lights and focus hard on this song. as i focus on this song i relax my body by laying on my back. i trance out. my body goes numb. i start seeing visuals to the music the beat helps me create...
Starting a chat. ask me anything you want to know...
ask what you want to know i dotn get offended so this is 24 hours to get to know me
I finally decided to make my other tumblr public...
http://so-cold.tumblr.com/
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And remember - internal deadness is one step away...
LIES… i want to journey that road alone
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GOAL IN LIFE
Eradicate all feelings emotions and self worth
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ME
Satan/Amon = Wrath (ira)
Lucifer = Pride (superbia)
This is me
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Pride
Pride
Main article: Pride
In almost every list pride (Latin, superbia), or hubris, is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and the source of the others. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to acknowledge the good work of others, and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God)....
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WRATH
Wrath (Latin, ira), also known as “rage”, may be described as inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger. Wrath, in its purest form, presents with self-destructiveness, violence, and hate that may provoke feuds that can go on for centuries. Wrath may persist long after the person who did another a grievous wrong is dead. Feelings of anger can manifest in different ways,...
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WTF this is messed up
so they made a movie about my life and its fucked so bad. lemme explain. this shit keeps happening. if you sleep with me the next person you sleep with you will end up with forever. and because im such a prick. and i knwo i can do it. im swearing off sex. i did it for almost 6 months with plenty of opportunities and i was good with not sleeping with any one. but once again i give in and BAM. im...
Did you ever stop and wonder...
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin?
Why women can’t put on mascara with their mouth closed?
Why toasters always have a setting so high that could burn the toast to a horrible crisp which no decent human being would eat?
Why there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?
Why you don’t ever see the headline: “Psychic Wins Lottery”?
Why...
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Spice, Incense, Legal-Weed
ok this new stuff spice. i been smoking it since December. and let me tell you its so much stronger then weed. i can control a weed high but this shit i cant. i get a strong body trip and mental trip. which is cool cause i unlock parts of my brain i never used b4. weed needs to be legalized cause for me to keep ding this “Legal Shit” imma bug the fuck out one day. i can watch a TV...
Curiosity
“Our number-one value isn’t in any of the skills we have. It’s that...
– Jim Coudal
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Facebook
if i were to make one who would be my friend?
i hurt
every night i have to be alone with my self. as i dance into a new light i over think every action from that day. i learn about my self and who i am. and as i try to be the best person i can be as i analyze my self i learn to hate my self even more. what would have happened if i didn’t wake up when i was face down in the water? would the world begin to glow? Would there be a place for me?...
endlessroutinemusic asked: If you like industrial, check our music out? :)
http://soundcloud.com/endlessroutine/sets/white-noise-in-your-heart/
And if you do like it, repost it?
Thank you :D
http://soundcloud.com/endlessroutine/sets/white-noise-in-your-heart/
And if you do like it, repost it?
Thank you :D
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WHY CANT I CHANGE MY AVATAR?????!!!?!?!?!?!?
banditbandana asked: http://banditbandana.com/tagged/BBmusic
Listen to my song?
Listen to my song?
forgivemy-wrongs asked: I'd imagine so. You should probably chill out for a little while, though I doubt you will. And I'm assuming you've probably avoided going to doctors about any of it?
forgivemy-wrongs asked: I just think you have a vast amount of luck, but immortal works. Just don't purposely test it.
forgivemy-wrongs asked: you would think you're immortal. so no bridges, and motorcycles; admire them from a-far.
forgivemy-wrongs asked: no more motorcycles for youu.
forgivemy-wrongs asked: The pictures... are gross. But you're an idiot. If you were more careful, you wouldn't be all bashed up. It's nice to know you're alive though.
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forgivemy-wrongs asked: JARRET.
From the motorcycle accident and passing out and... →
stitchxaxehacks6 asked: well thats good that you're ok. :) and no prob. i just wanted to make sure you weren't like mangled or anything lol.
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This goes out to the one i love
this goes out to every female that told me i was great special amazing sweet or any of that other shit. the ones that said i dont know why your ex left you. or i need time and your the one i will come back to. you treat me so well and you make me feel appreciated and loved.
i try and yet i get dissed
WTF IS THE ISSUE I PUT MY SELF OUT THERE AND THIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME.
ADVICE TIME. never do...
I ALMOST DIED
ill write about it later in detail lets just say i crashed on a motorcycle and i smashed my had so bad that the pain was intense. i was sitting by a bridge and teh pain caused me to pass out and then i fell 15 feet and smashed my face off a rock no broken bones just beat the fuck up but im alive and then i almost died in teh water as my lifeless body floats down stream. CANT KILL ME.