once upon a time there was a man and a woman. And all they wanted was to be together. one was in PA and one was in IL. they met online and talked all day and night. they fell in love. he got her out here on a bus. and she had to leave. it was so sad she cried a lot and he felt empty. 2 months later she moved out. to be with him get married and have a family. everything was perfect. she got a job and they worked for their future. she started to ditch her boyfriend for her friends and it hurt him bad. he in. jealous and upset and yelled cause he felt left out of her life. she talked a lot of shit about the man she loved. the man that provides for her and eyes everything for her. it hurt him so bad. no more I love you no more hugs no more kisses. and no more sex. and she had a sex drive larger then his. if is hurt and don’t want to live any more. if lots this girl so much and she is so cold. it won’t be much longer. how long can someone stay with their love with no kissing no hugs no sex. your suppose to make love to your man it’s called making love cause you love them. your connected he is a part of you together making love you are one. using your bodies to pleasure each other. but she don’t want that. he can’t touch her or anything. he don’t know what to do. so maybe the man that works 13 hours a day to provide for her give her a home and every waking moment tell her she is beautiful and he loves her. she use to tell him he is sexi and hott. she use to tell him she loves his body and loves to lay on him and feel close. she met a bunch of friends mostly guys and now she is a homie and not my girl. he loves her with all his heart and will still do everything for her. but this man that now feels like a boy might choose a different path and just. finally in to sleep. he is broken and tries to hard and is faced with a wall. this wall was built to keep him out and he is scared. exhausted. he is really tired.
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And even when you frustrate me, I still want you by my side.– foryou. (via amendedesregenbogens)
Again I’m hurt. 2 weeks ago I was with my girl and she asked me why I was afraid to get married. I told her marriage is very serious for me we got to be there for each other. We got to stick together through the bad and good times. If I lose my job and re homeless you got to be the one that will stick with me. My darling Lynse said she was that person that she loves me and always wants to be with me. I trusted her. Two weeks later she wants to move back to IL. And she don’t love me any more. How is this possible. It hurts so bad to know for 1 person ever you let your guard down for can hurt you so bad. I love evil but this far surpasses me. Like have a kid kill it and throw it on the side if the road. Fuck it hurts I trusted her put everything I got into us. And truest love her and told her every day that I did and every day that she is beautiful. Every day since we met. I love you Lynse cole. Please don’t go.
I have been working on this since summer. phase 1 is complete… I have inserted the virus onto many platforms around the country. the engineering part is complete. now the virus was designed to be a worm but functions different. the virus runs on the application level. it then gets executed in multiples it eventually becomes of part of the transport layer. as soon as it manifests itself as a dependency all further actions taken by the current application it ran through the virus functioning as a dependency. now based upon the nature of how the virus always makes it’s self public. because of an open post it is easy for the worm to spread. it slips in and begins to multiply until the application is removed and the dependency is left
my life has never been easy the journey for happiness and love is a long and hard road to follow. you put your heart out there and as its toyed with its then fished and then stepped on. always carving all these marks on my arm so not to forget who caused me harm each one a memory each one a promise broken, each one never forgotten
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everybody know how to love, but only few people know how to stay in love with one person for a very long period of time, and i will stay in love.
my life is no easy ride. karma caught me and has cursed me with eternal bad luck. right now im single working hard to support a family I won’t have. hurt ain’t the word for it. I want my girl and my son. but I won’t ever get to see them ever. so my first kid I will never know. but I will go on till I can’t take no more. I will continue to try hard for what I am passionate about. I will follow my heart and I will not give up. cause I know in my darkest hour it will get better
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I got 36 what the hell
$6.50 w00t xD
54$ for Muse
47,5$ for Mun
Hmm, 11 and 16 soooooo three bucks.
life took a hard hit. the distance won. now I will never see my son. this is the life I live no matter what good thing happens to me something bad will happen to ruin it. I should be pissed but I’m fine cause I know something more horrible will happen again. like always.
just me a change in style too
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Facebook makes me hate my friends. Tumblr makes me love strangers.– Tumblr